Childhood trauma (Golden Ear Drop flower essence)

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Golden Ear Drop is flower essence for the trauma in childhood which may contact one's childhood experience as a source of emotional well-being, and help people release painful memories from the past. I heard many patients in Dr. Julia’s clinic would have chance to use as a common flower essence in Taiwan. For me, when using Golden Ear Drop flower firstly, I remembered the memory at four years gold that I got injured in playground of kindergarten. Dr. Julia invited me to talk more details about the accident. I couldn’t remember who may push me and finally knew the truth being I intended to get hurt to get attraction of parents.

On the second time using Golden Ear Drop flower essence, I remembered being sex harassed by a stranger man at age ten in a children’s park. With the support of flower essences of Golden Ear Drop and Sticky Monkey, I experienced again the fear and cried for the little girl inside. Dr. Julia never asked me further but waiting. What she said to me about the message and flower essence helped me transform the trauma in the past. I appreciated the power of Golden ear Drop flower essence.

    金耳垂花精是一朵童年創傷的花精，聽說在診所治療一陣子的人都會測到這個花。第一次測到時我想起來自己在幼稚園時從鞦韆下跌下來而骨折，似乎是自己故意的來抗議受到大人冷落並獲取注意。

  

    第二次測到，回憶起國小時在兒童公園，受到陌生男子性騷擾，花精讓我想起細節，當這些細節一一浮現，自己也掉淚哭個不停。這些過往都忘了填上初診病歷，教授會診時從未強迫我去想起來這些童年往事，她等待或舉例子讓潛意識去聽見，同時也發現自己漸漸能夠同理並原諒所謂加害者當初的行為，也看見對方當時所處在痛苦中。這個經驗讓我完全服氣金耳垂花精的強大清潔能力，可以幫助我如此快速看見然後轉化創傷。