In the weekend of Mother’s Day, I came back to parent’s
house having period pain again. In the same week, my report in the clinic
indicated the feeling of lack, and Star Thistle flower essence (as photo above) could help soften
a disturbance in the bond with the mother. I discussed the situation with Dr.
Julia who said this was typical problem between mother and daughter. Also Dr.
Julia shared with me another case she met before. There was a young woman who
asked to take off womb for her serious period pain. She didn’t understand why
she felt such pain which may came from her contradiction for women’s consciousness
in modern society.
I was asked by other friends: “Why I keep use flower essence
since I cured the gynecological disease already. I am thinking how to reply and I
would say this was because I would discover deeper source of suffering and
happiness inside. Dr. Julia and flower essence provide me the inner space to
look at. There was another example I would like to share with you. One day, I
saw a quiet little boy and his grandmother coming to the clinic to meet Dr.
Julia. After meeting, the quiet boy spoke to his grandmother: “Finally you fond
right way to help me!” I was sure people using flower essence may feel same
way.
今年母親節回家卻經痛的死去活來連聚餐都去不成,然後測出了跟母親有關的星花花精,我跟教授訴苦,她卻欣喜的說這真是個經典的案例,還提起過去的病人,同樣是工科背景的女生,有嚴重經痛而請教授把子宮拿掉的案例。我以為自己沒那麼嚴重,但當初為了能在工科裡生存,老實說是有那個否認當女生的意思。
還曾經被問到:「當初因為婦科問題而來,那麼身體調好了後為何還繼續複診呢?」我想原因是,當周遭人都說我很幸運不該有痛苦,但只有在新圓山,花精跟教授真正知道我在苦些什麼。診所曾經來個小朋友看診檢測,問診後出來對他奶奶說:「妳終於帶我來對地方了、終於有人了解我了」,花精之友們應該都有同樣的感覺吧。
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