You don't have to believe everything you think !!

Sangha member, Janice in Canada, shared with me this picture. She loves taking pictures of sign, which is one of her mindfulness practicing in daily. For me, I am realizing some of my habit been always worry too much and think without awareness. 

Last night, I felt so bad not being able making decision whether I should visit FES or not (quickly).I "think" I have already bothered them and tried to explain more. However, the truth is I may misunderstand the communication way between USA and Asia. For Asian, we may speak with some hidden meaning but American style is different. I believe what I think, but what I think may not be correct !

Anyway, I felt anxious last night, so I went to use OSHO tarot (one of my old tool helping me connection with inner side for five years). The tarot gave me positive and meaningful message for this trip which confirm my inner goal again. Yes ! I would like to go.

The new friend, Peggy and her daughter Liza, I just met them today. When they heard I have been confusing how to rent a car going to Naveda city. They would like to give me a ride, driving for three hours from SJ to FES. Their suggestion is a wonderful message like Avalokitesvara and angel. I appreciated too many supporting here from all living beings. May my practicing brings benefit to you with deep gratitude.

想到租車的事情感到煩心，該怎麼安排行程，又或者自己又用了台灣腦去思考美國人的信，越感焦急(急性子鳳仙花發作)實在心情太煩躁，睡前我滴了幾口急救花精，突然想起來老朋友奧修禪卡，通常有重大的事情我可能會請她來幫忙，確認我內心的意圖(這個卡不是拿來預測未來的，It is for inner voice)。即使內心紛亂但抽出來的卡卻都是很正面，叫我去"旅行"，雖然還是半信半疑但幸好有急救花精讓我睡得不錯。

今早特地再去一趟SJ拜訪新朋友Peggy跟她女兒Lisa，我們相談甚歡，都快要講到晚上了才準備搭車回SF。她們聽說我煩惱的要去FES，竟然說可以陪我去一趟，來回可是要六小時耶，我想要繼續用台灣人的客套，但這正是轉化慣性的時刻，要讓別人幫助妳不要老是自傲逞強，而且她們正是菩薩送來的貴人，非常感激的跟她們說謝謝，要迎接菩薩不是請走菩薩。希望我在美國的因緣跟修習，所有福報迴向給眾生，希望此趟修習能夠利益眾生。